spies, spies, spies
why were you making such lies?
dead are resting on their graves,
stop making lies out of your rage.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
he, NOWHERE, and social diversity.
and the guy i was waiting for the longest time is here, chatting with me about "NOWHERE."
its funny how two people have finally talked after forever ago about something so random. And it started how I made an impact with what I said earlier somewhere over the world wide web.
The second I posted something so randomly made such an impact to alot of people--yes i wished I wrote something so significant about world peace, poverty and everything so touchy, but hope against hope, i just didnt.
minutes have passed and comments were starting to flood their way to insanity. The objective WAS this: to make an impact, and difference it'll make. But as soon as the quick sand rushed, the thought became blunt and weird. Everyone was trying to give out their opinion about NOWHERE--hey i didn't expect this neither YOUR reaction about this. It was solely about being something I really wanted the whole time and everyone was making up their own guesses and even, worst, tagging alot of negative connotation about how this word burned emotions from to and fro, that i even so randomly and seldomly use. and being so innocent and so hit by the bat in the head i made it clear that its not emo everytime the word go out and used by many (or something so suicidal) It's just a word for Pete's sake, and people are just so fond of making and putting meaning with words that it just so happens it was contently used over the net by a large common group.
and the tagging and social diversity started at this point.
And believe me or not, it's not my fault.
or was it?
its funny how two people have finally talked after forever ago about something so random. And it started how I made an impact with what I said earlier somewhere over the world wide web.
The second I posted something so randomly made such an impact to alot of people--yes i wished I wrote something so significant about world peace, poverty and everything so touchy, but hope against hope, i just didnt.
minutes have passed and comments were starting to flood their way to insanity. The objective WAS this: to make an impact, and difference it'll make. But as soon as the quick sand rushed, the thought became blunt and weird. Everyone was trying to give out their opinion about NOWHERE--hey i didn't expect this neither YOUR reaction about this. It was solely about being something I really wanted the whole time and everyone was making up their own guesses and even, worst, tagging alot of negative connotation about how this word burned emotions from to and fro, that i even so randomly and seldomly use. and being so innocent and so hit by the bat in the head i made it clear that its not emo everytime the word go out and used by many (or something so suicidal) It's just a word for Pete's sake, and people are just so fond of making and putting meaning with words that it just so happens it was contently used over the net by a large common group.
and the tagging and social diversity started at this point.
And believe me or not, it's not my fault.
or was it?
Saturday, May 16, 2009
lost and--lost.
She lost her cool. She kept on holding on for hours. weeks. years. semesters. Yet dreams do fail, and plans go blank.
The night she thought that life would be good, ended up grabbing her heart and teared it up with pinning pain.The dreams she thought that would bring her to land of somewhere begins to drop her off to land of nowhere.
lost, she was, her self, her focus.
Life begins to turn down, a joke.
Treading every mill, she surpassed
but this time, she thinks she might fall down
terribly.
helpless.
clueless.
The night she thought that life would be good, ended up grabbing her heart and teared it up with pinning pain.The dreams she thought that would bring her to land of somewhere begins to drop her off to land of nowhere.
lost, she was, her self, her focus.
Life begins to turn down, a joke.
Treading every mill, she surpassed
but this time, she thinks she might fall down
terribly.
helpless.
clueless.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Playlist for V.
I made a playlist for the people I've hang out with last 2 weeks ago. Tagging you guys here. :)
21 years and hopefully, still counting.
Okay. Happy belated 21st birthday, Jamie.
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namimis ko na ang buong Mercury barkada.
the Landiables.
the Hatteeeeeessee.
:(
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namimis ko na ang buong Mercury barkada.
the Landiables.
the Hatteeeeeessee.
:(
no manna.
Okay. Don't ask God for giving you a nice, good day EVERYDAY because you are not even nice and good to start with.
I am not judging you for who you are, but you've done so much damages already. really. And many can speak of the truth, no matter how much you deny it. You've given the person so many pains already that you don't have any idea what he went through from loving you deeply. I've been your friend, yes, but when it comes to hurting one of my nicest friends, it's different.
Stop making him believe that what you have for him is more than friends. See, you should be clear on this. You shouldn't have given the person the hope that everything is going to work out. Friends with benefits? Yeah that is. But tell me, aren't you just happy that this person is loving you deeply, yet all you can do is to give him the same old pain?
If you can't love the person, don't abuse his feelings.
i have--we have accepted you for who you are--stubborn. You dont even care if people talk trash about you-- I can't blame them. You gave them the reason to. You relatively gave them the idea of what and who you really are.
So stop asking the Heaven for good manna to fall down.
It's not going to happen.
trust me.
I am not judging you for who you are, but you've done so much damages already. really. And many can speak of the truth, no matter how much you deny it. You've given the person so many pains already that you don't have any idea what he went through from loving you deeply. I've been your friend, yes, but when it comes to hurting one of my nicest friends, it's different.
Stop making him believe that what you have for him is more than friends. See, you should be clear on this. You shouldn't have given the person the hope that everything is going to work out. Friends with benefits? Yeah that is. But tell me, aren't you just happy that this person is loving you deeply, yet all you can do is to give him the same old pain?
If you can't love the person, don't abuse his feelings.
i have--we have accepted you for who you are--stubborn. You dont even care if people talk trash about you-- I can't blame them. You gave them the reason to. You relatively gave them the idea of what and who you really are.
So stop asking the Heaven for good manna to fall down.
It's not going to happen.
trust me.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
starting with the end.
I am back to where I stand. And at this earthly hour I began to confess the improbable reasons why life loves to hit me back everytime I give something good for myself.
I worked really hard-- i wake up early every morning. I even tried to catch every single water mist SO EARLY in the morning just to have something good for myself. I have given my smiles-- for which I gladly shared for the people I actually learned to love and accept. I have given my thoughts-- for being too quiet seemed too obsolete to share. I have given my hopes-- laughs and hugs, for i know nothing is comparable to the insane friendship which i have built with the people I learned to cherish so much.
I am not simply bragging, I'm mourning. For the day that I should've marched and made my parents proud, I have given myself (friends, and family) tears-- tears of sorrow. I'm not certain if ever i made the right choices, but I'm not regretting any of these. Simply because i enjoyed every single God given day.
Now I'm struggling whether if I'm taking the path where my dreams are waiting, or I'm going to the path where life is waiting for me to fix everything--from the start.
They say failure is the best starting point.
For how many failures I have made, I am uncertain to which one to start with.
and today, oh yes, good morning sunshine, I'll leave my case.
I worked really hard-- i wake up early every morning. I even tried to catch every single water mist SO EARLY in the morning just to have something good for myself. I have given my smiles-- for which I gladly shared for the people I actually learned to love and accept. I have given my thoughts-- for being too quiet seemed too obsolete to share. I have given my hopes-- laughs and hugs, for i know nothing is comparable to the insane friendship which i have built with the people I learned to cherish so much.
I am not simply bragging, I'm mourning. For the day that I should've marched and made my parents proud, I have given myself (friends, and family) tears-- tears of sorrow. I'm not certain if ever i made the right choices, but I'm not regretting any of these. Simply because i enjoyed every single God given day.
Now I'm struggling whether if I'm taking the path where my dreams are waiting, or I'm going to the path where life is waiting for me to fix everything--from the start.
They say failure is the best starting point.
For how many failures I have made, I am uncertain to which one to start with.
and today, oh yes, good morning sunshine, I'll leave my case.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
comparison.
She's crazy, he's crazier.
She's funny, he's funnier.
He's smart, but she's smarter.
quits. :)
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She's funny, he's funnier.
He's smart, but she's smarter.
quits. :)
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009
Okay. I missed half of my life pretending that i am okay-- I talked and walked, realizing that i'm getting blunt because I haven't written alot in ages.
I'm done crying, yes, and I'm done pushing myself too much because of one thing. I have realized that life is too darn short to make it miserable. Life deserves a chance. We can't just stop doing something good for ourselves. We need it. We need to grow. We need to exist. We are here for something. Who knows, maybe that person sitting next to you is going to be the person you wanted to be with for the rest of your-- life.
.. to be continued.
I'm done crying, yes, and I'm done pushing myself too much because of one thing. I have realized that life is too darn short to make it miserable. Life deserves a chance. We can't just stop doing something good for ourselves. We need it. We need to grow. We need to exist. We are here for something. Who knows, maybe that person sitting next to you is going to be the person you wanted to be with for the rest of your-- life.
.. to be continued.
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